I didn't, and don't, want to quit drinking. I enjoy drinking.
But...
I want to be my own person, totally in control of my life and my faculties.
I want to feel WELL, finish nursing school, stay on top of things, never be broke again, have healthy relationships, sleep soundly at night, be free from guilt and shame...
I could go on and on, but the point is, as much as I want to drink, it has always and will always get in the way of everything else I want out of life.
If you're not feelin it, you're not feelin it. You need to take some time to do a personal inventory and see if the reasons to drink still outweigh the reasons not to.