Originally Posted by saoutchik

Never apologise for posting that you are struggling Lava, Weekenders exists because times like this can be hard.

Lava I notice that you start off by saying "how am I going to get through this day?" which implies that you are not enjoying life at the moment. I realise its not easy but perhaps you could make some changes to how you spend your time so as to include things that you like doing. Doing something I enjoy is a sure fire way to take my mind of of drinking and the evenings/night time is the worst for most of us.