Originally Posted by
L337Lady 
I am not drinking for the purpose to black out. It just happens every once in a while. However, you are greatly correct in saying that the person I know myself to be will never be. I have to accept that I ultimately made the decision to pick up that drink knowing I could lose myself.
I appreciate the response.
I never purposely drank myself into a blackout, either, but the thing was I could never predict or control when it happened.
I hope you can find your way to accepting that the only way to avoid a blackout is to take alcohol off the table for good.
