I understand your faulting the 'cult like'nature of AA. Again..I'm not promoting AA and do not follow it's 'steps'..I just know it's there if I need it. I'm not spiritual.,,religion..nah, pass. But, I go get crap off my chest/heart/mind that could lead me to the bar/liquor store.. Again..Just do what works for you! You need to feel comfortable in your sobriety or you'll just keep going in circles. Take care.