Hi Susie
This post is a repeat of one you made a few months ago: unless you take action and change you will keep repeating the same pattern over and over.
I second what the others suggested. Check out AA and also Gambler Anonymous. It will break you out of your isolation and you will meet others who have had the same problems.
I am not a gambler but isn't there a way you could ask to get banned from Internet casinos?
I am really glad that you have food right now but be pro active and look up the food banks in your area.
Also if you have pressing bills and are physically able, think about placing an ad to do house cleaning on Craigslist or whatever you have in England: it is good, honest labor which makes you appreciate the value of a buck.
You could do a couple of gigs under the table until you get back on your feet.
If you decide to do so, shoot me a pm and I will be more than happy to send you the template of the ad I used to place back then when I did it to supplement my income.
Stick around SR and lean on us for support but remember that you also have to take action. Nothing changes if nothing changes.
You can do it
