The more I built a new sober life for myself, the less I worried about the past Jellybean.
I can;t forget the past, because I don;t want to make the same mistakes again, but I've forgiven myself for the maistakes I made.
A large part of my early recovery was trying to make a difference in the world every day. That was my way of atoning, in a million small ways, for the not so great things I'd done.
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