since ya ask here:
". In terms of AA I'm still open to it. I've been before but I found being female was an issue in terms of finding a sponsor. Really just because there are hardly any where I am. Am I procrastinating? "
welp, ya say "....Really just because there are hardly any where I am. Am I procrastinating? "
there arent that hardly any....
beings how there are SOME females...welp, i cant say its procrastinating, but theres something going on. could be fear.
there are females there.awesome!
and more than 1 is wanting to help and waiting for you to ask.
everything you typed about how you feel was how i was in early recovery.
the program helped me find causes and conditions- the why of it all- and had great solutions,too.
meetings are great, but going to meetings and not drinking arent what helped me recover from the hopeless state of mind and body.
the program did that.