I haven't been to any meetings, it is hard to get away or find one that fits my work schedule but mostly to get away without him knowing I am going to meeting. I really need to start taking care of my own needs. I am the one always giving advice to others when they ask but don't take my own, this is such a sticky trap it seems like. we have a good day and I think oh today is different let's enjoy this. It really stinks because I do love him.