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Old 06-22-2017, 03:54 PM
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The witching hour.......

Ok I will not deny it I am really craving a drink. This is around the time I start to drink or earlier.
I love the taste, smell feeling of that first sip. But after that it all goes to hell.
I drink and drink and drink until I pass out on the couch and usually black out and somehow find my way to bed.
I never go out and drink for fun and to be social, I drink at home alone to numb the pain and get drunk.

So here I am writing about it instead of doing it. I always know what the end results will be but why does my mind / body still crave that first sip?

Insanity is the best answer I can come up with at the moment.
And no I am not going to have that first sip.

This ain't no technological breakdown
Oh no, this is the road to Hell
And all the roads jam up with credit
And there's nothing you can do
It's all just bits of paper
Flying away from you
Look out world take a good look
What comes down here
You must learn this lesson fast
And learn it well
This ain't no upwardly mobile freeway
Oh no, this is the road to Hell


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