You are alive and that is one amaizing gift. This isn't a rehearsal. Anyone has the chance at whatever stage in life they are at, to turn it around and start living the good life. Try doing sobriety, try it. You have nothing to lose (everything to gain). You'll buy back years for yourself, have the chance to meet someone lovely if you want and most of all- you'll be able to enjoy being alive. It really is never too late