Originally Posted by
tomsteve 
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Velocity, imo you are waaaaaayyyyyy overthinking everything.
That is an understatement if you have ever met me haha.
You are not wrong though I tend to overthink it to the point that I really just don't have a solution so therefore I end up running back to the drink because that's pretty much the only solution I've ever known.
As far as a plan or program goes, at this moment its basically to NOT drink and log onto here as much as possible that alone gives me some type of accountability. I might try looking into AA in my area though I think the one I saw conducts meetings once or twice a month so I probably can't do the 90 in 90 like others have done. I also really like mountain biking and have of course have been set back due to my alcoholism so I know now i'll be doing that even more.
Mostly I'm glad I found a place like this with plenty of others going through the same thing as me.