I think this might not be the best place for me on this forum although I'm not sure where is... ? I can't relate to people on here who have people in their lives who love them but need to be on here or go to meetings etc... I only started drinking because I have absolutely no one in the world who cares about me...and still don't but now at least I am taking supplements to make my brain healthy so that I can handle my self...
Thanks to every one and good luck!