Welcome back, good on you for coming back.
To me it sounds fairly normal of what most of us have gone through when we decide to quit.
Our brains and bodies are resilient even after long periods of self-abuse (not to use this as a reason to keep using). But continuing on the sobriety path and choosing to live a healthier lifestyle will make a world of difference.
It will get better. You will find you're not alone if you join up with the June Class thread.
I also suggest you look up making yourself a recovery plan. What are you going to do differently this time to help keep yourself on the right path?
We're here for you, I've no doubt you can get back control of your life this time
