Originally Posted by
Dee74 
I agree with the others Mandosca - you need to move on from the embarrassment and harness that energy for change instead.
Do you have any ideas on how you might stay sober?
Well it sounds like I should really start by listening to your advice that I see all the time but never listen to.. :-) Im going to try to find the links for information on how to make a plan and whatever else I can find. I also went to the book store and picked up an Addiction Recovery Skills Workbook plus another few books. I am not religious so it was very slim pickings to find books that werernt based on AA. Thats all Ive got so far.. Would you mind pointing me in the right direction for all the recovery plan and other info?
Thank you so much!