my first 3rd step was
asking whoever or whatever that might be out there to keep me sober today and saying thank you at night.
that was my start,and it worked.
today it has grew into something much bigger.
there is a AA book named Came to Believe that I read then It helped.Chapter 4 is good and so is the appendix II named Spiritual Experience in the back of the book
search and you will find,search like you want too,where you want too
you crack open the door of willingness a little,and It will come to you.
You cannot fail