no need to lie
Hey Weev
Just tell your sponsor exactly how you feel. If your sponsor really is an ace sponsor your answer will be acceptable. If it isn't acceptable then discuss it. If it can't be discussed then maybe you need to journey with someone different.
I'm in this thing quite a while now and it's only been the past 4 or 5 years that I have had some stability of thought on my Creator.
Keep moving forward
peace
Mike