That,
I agree w you. I don't have any support other than SR. My main defense against relapse is me.
It has taken me such a long long time to normalize that i never want to deal w those phases again.
My AA group is there for me if i need them. Folks all have lives and issues. Everyone has demons and issues. Everyone.
I revel in my sobriety because i remember how physically and mentally damaged i was.
What are you looking for in the way of support?
thanks.