Hang in there. The most helpful support I have found is inside of me. I have always felt let-down or just a separateness from other people. This is part of why I gravitated to drugs and alcohol: substances made me feel bullet-proof emotionally like I didn't need anyone.
Keep coming here and know that you are not alone. I am the only one in my family that has chosen sobriety; I am not the only person in my family with issues. People aren't always happy when you choose to get healthy. Don't give up.
Maude