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Old 09-17-2005, 05:02 PM
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nogard
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Around the 3 month period I started to get really busy (still am) working on all levels, physical, emotional, spritual and practical. I started sorting out money and working on my sprituality as well as getting a sponsor, attending as many meetings as I could and so the list goes on. At first I thought it was all hard grind with some really difficult days, then gradually I relasied that I hard started to get used to some of the great things in recovery, like waking up feeling so good, being able to hold my head up whereever I was. I realised that these things where starting to become part of my life.

So I think its not so much that it gets more difficult, more that I moved into a new phase, so now I remember to celebrate everything including the mornings and how good I feel just walking down the street, it helps as I get into the work I need to do for my recovery.

Love Kevin
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