Hey Freedom, glad you're here. I know just what that's like, when you want some booze but don't want it. I finally had to get all of it out of my house.
I remember a girl from rehab talking about how she knew about a bottle of pills her mom kept, and she just obsessed about it until she took it. At the time I was like haha, what? Me? Nah. But yes... Did the same thing but with alcohol. Get it out of your space as much as you can and have someone to call when the inevitable happens and you think about it.
It IS possible. Please stay with us!!