So far I have been able to hold strong abstaining from my pot use after Monday's meltdown. The thoughts of wanting to smoke are still vivid as ever, and make me feel sick when I tell myself I can't. I need to find ways to divert my attention at the times I like to smoke weed the most. The mornings and getting through the day at work without it has been no problem. I haven't smoked at work for quite some time, just in the AM. However I always looked forward to blowing up a few vapor bags first thing when I got home, then it was right after dinner followed by a nightcap before bed. And on the weekends I was high form the time I woke up til the time I went to bed. I'm surprised I got through last weekend so well. It will be interesting to see how well I can get through this one.
