Originally Posted by
sweetichick 
I'm scared of running into my old sponsor.
if you allow fear to keep controlling you, you wont stop drinking.
Love and Fear as Opposites
Fear knocked at the door; faith answered; no one was there. I dont know to whom this quote should be attributed, but it certainly indicates clearly that fear is an illusion. I create the illusion myself. I experienced fear early in my life and I mistakenly thought that the mere presence of it made me a coward. I didnt know that one of the definitions of courage is the willingness to do the right thing in spite of fear. Courage, then, is not necessarily the absence of fear.
sweetichick, arent you tired of the excuses of why you cant________?
whats the worst an old sponsor can do?
whats the worst an old sponsor can say?
absolutely nothing worse than you have done or said to yourself.
and there aint nothin but good thats gonna happen if you run into your old sponsor.
but i dont think youre afraid of your running into your old sponsor.