Meth around my kids
I learned recently that meth was being done in my grandmother's home where my grandma, mom, and brother live. My 2 year old daughter would go there some days to be babysat as well as my 4 (at the time) year old son after pre K let out. My brother got busted with a large amount of meth and charged with intent to sell. My grandmother got him out. My mother admitted to doing it one time with him. But she'd had meth sores for a couple months, I should have known. This is history repeating itself, but like an idiot, once again I fell for the bug bites story, just like when I was 10. I'm trying to watch a lot of self help stuff. I've got an appointment set up with a pscyhologist as I've had panic attacks since his bust and learning these things. I think about my sweet babies near it and I'm sick to my stomach.