Gilmer -yes the biopsy was negative. And, yes, I am so relieved! Emotionally exhusted at the moment though)
Also while waiting and doing my best to gather myself up I tried to usw thos scaruy moment and look deep into what I am so afraid of?
If ro look beyond "it is the thing to be afraid of" - what is this element which scares me most?
It is not so easy to answer, actually.