Please hang in there Coco! This first weekend is strange - it's mine, too. The days feel so long without my little 4 hour "naps" after drinking. I made a "treat list" for myself - dinners to cook that I haven't had in a long while because they didn't facilitate drinking (I used to love eating spicy or cheesy food because it helped me drink more), streaming movies I didn't see in the theater because I wanted to get home and drink, long baths, WebSudoku, surfing YouTube - anything that works!