Congratulations on one month! I've given up on knowing what's
"normal". Too many years of abnormality for me to recognize it.
I do know that with each passing day, week, month, of sobriety, that life gets more enjoyable and worthwhile. Not perfect, not without trial, just in looking back at where I came from, makes me so, so , so, grateful for the sobriety I have today.
My best to you,
jellybean!