Hello Nick,
I realize coming from the F&F side I'm just whistlin' in the wind here...but I hope you will consider reaching out for all the help you can get. Medical, counseling, SR, and really dig in. You deserve a joyous and peace-filled life...often, that takes extra work.
Suze, good morning! Breathe, sip your tea or coffee, exhale. One moment, one breath at a time.
