Hi lifeiseorthit and welcome
Like Carl says if drinking is no big deal to you then you should be able to go teetotal for 3 months at least to prove that to yourself.
who knows you may like the sober life?
What I do know is alcoholism is progressive - for ten years I never missed a days work, was always were I wanted or needed to be..but I blitzed myself into unconsciousness late at night..at first the weekends, hen it crept into the weeknights too...
My second ten years drinking? I was a very public, very sloppy, very out of control drunk.
I recommend jumping off the crazy train now rather than later.
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