Dear Suze:
I just want you to know that I've been thinking of you. A lot! I hope that the counseling will put you on an upward path. Nick was candid in saying that his personality changes if he relapses. And that there are blackouts. These are issues that professionals are trained to deal with. Appropriate medication to catch this as early as possible. A visit to a skilled and experienced doctor rather than a chiropractor might have saved the day. Counseling and professional help can save your relationship with Nick. Don't give up. It's an illness. Nick is trying to cope with that. He's worth saving and your future happiness is worth saving. Don't give up. It can be done. Only believe and say to yourself that it will be done. I believe that there is a God. May tears of love rain down from Heaven to ease your pain. May the sun shine upon you and may happiness return. I care so very much. We all care!
Every good wish.
Bill