I pretty much gave up last night, and decided this is way too hard for me.
Too much pain, too much damage and too much opposition for us to move forward here....but Nick doesn't believe in giving up. Not ever.
So I am going to try very hard to believe again.
I am no longer allowed to feed the squirrels, but I put some peanuts on the step and just watched them eat and play. They love this yard. It made me happy for a bit.
