thanks
I can say with confidence I have a problem I just dont know yet how I want to solve it.. I guess you make excuses when you are not at rock bottom when the obvious action is needed.. I dont have family and friends worrying about me or I am not failing as a father or hubby so its on ME.. I think it is good to stop for a week and see if in fact I do change.. i have three young kids and needless to say those loads of laundry and dishes are easy to take on with a little edge taken off.. I am glad I took the step to post on here.. I really wanted to see if there were other high functioning alcoholics that may have a story like mine..