I had the same exact feeling before I decided to quit. If my boss hand not threatened my job I'm not sure I would have stopped. I too am a mom of kids. Husband works a lot. I work. Wine was my reward and I agree I thought it made my life better. I would do the same thing and rush to get kids to bed or hurry something along to get to my wine. Every thing in my life centered around alcohol. My husband once asked "what do you like to do ??" Because I never did anything but drink as my "fun". I will tell you it didn't seem like a possibility even at all until like day 14 when I was physically feeling better and starting to make new routines. Now I see what my life can be without it but no one could have explained it without me doing it if that makes sense. I didn't get it until I did it. No matter what I read or researched I never believed until I went without. Good luck mama. You can do it
