I see the AV as something to ring fence, or compartmentalise as dwtbd said, in my awareness and achieve separation in this way.
And I see the Beast in my minds eye as a lizard-like creature, unnatural and dark because it was created by drink, not God or the forces of life that created us. I picture it in a deep dungeon with my Big Plan high above it like a window shining light on it and protecting me.
I'm finding this passionate but polite forum really helpful so thanks guys!