getting by...
Im making do and getting by for the most part. I had a bit of a breakdown last night where i got a little down out depressed. The realization that came to mind was all the things I would be losing if i quit drinking. All the parties, friends, poker games, gambling trips, late nights around the fire drinking.
I realize a lot of those things are toxic but it still got me down about not being a part of a lot of those things. Some on mentioned a list of why to get sober so here it goes:
My physical and mental health. I dont think Im too bad off physically but mentally the booze have taken its toll. I hope to rid myself of son of my anxiety which seems to have already decreased a bit.
I hope to quit for whatever family i may have in the future. Who knows what that holds.
I hope to quit for my mom who is constantly worried about me.
I hope to enjoy more of what the world has to offer.