Originally Posted by
Sasha1972 
Even now several years after leaving XAH, I still love going to bed and to sleep on my own. One of my first purchases after moving out was a big, comfortable queen-size bed with a frame that felt like a castle and a huge duvet. I had no expectations of ever sharing a bed with anyone again (although I did eventually, quite happily
), and I wanted to be able to enjoy my nights.
I can completely relate to you. It is so nice being able to have a good night of sleep in a nice CLEAN bed without having someone hanging around the house drunk and feeling that knot of anxiety in the stomach; dreading that he will open the door and start ranting or screaming. Praying that he passes out in the living room.
I had so many anxiety riddled sleepless night back then. I could never live like that again.
I love my rest and my sleep.