Hi and welcome STHATHEMMAD
You'll find a lot of support here
I despaired of never being able to quit drinking, but SR really helped me turn my life around.
I've been sober over 10 years now so if I can do it, you can too
Read around, post as much as you like, see what other p[eople are doimng- ask questions.
Try not to panic - you're among friends
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