Hope u all doing well... I will be 49 hours at 9 pm.. woke up shattered but then I was up feeding the baby 2 hourly. Forced myself to have 2 slice toast plenty water tea and a vitamin. Put on clean clothes... played with my son he's all fresh and clean... asleep now... I'm going to hoover then walk to my mums... got washing machine on... I love the sound of the washing machine makes me feel normal. My kids are really great and thriving and that's what's gonna make me beat this. They and I deserve me at my best... power through everyone I certainly won't be drinking today xxxxx