Guys...
I don't even know you, but, you are all (I feel) like I have right now.
I know, not telling, my entire family is so dishonest. That is why I am calling myself a liar.
They do not 'ask', at all. They assume. Because I stay physically fit and seem to be in great shape.
This is something that will NOT last forever.
Shelling out 20 grand is...hellish. Any other recovery effort (in this area) would require a hospital with a terrible ratio. (Patients to counselors.) They almost seem like they are reading from a GD book when trying to help us.
Ok, so more water? Movies? I don't want to indulge in food or nicotine. I know there is no "sober fairy", opivotal put it. But, I need constant and daily recognition.
I hate to sound nuts, but, I already love you guys based on the support and advice you are giving me.
-Nat