I had one of those moments today. A friend at work wanted me to go have a pint with him at a bar that I used to love to drink at. It has the best beer selection in the whole city. I had that moment of nostalgia and that twinge inside that thought damn it's a shame that you can't just go have a few. But you know that's the nature of the Beast, IT will always want more. It's my job to override that urge and tell that part of me NO. That part of my life is over and that's a good thing, it opens ups all kinds of new avenues in life that were closed to me as long as I kept drinking.