I'm OK. Still hanging on. Thanks for all the replies. It's 10 pm here so bedtime. Need time to think about what people have said on here. My friend keeps saying I need to move past the wobble heads. That seems to include everyone I know. He doesn't like this site. Thinks I stop drinking and wake up cured. It's not that easy. Will be reassessing my relationship with him overnight as well. My parents talk sense.