its good you are back here and picking up where you left off. I had 4 months and now have 9 days, and this was by far harder than when I gave up the first time. It feels my brain changed somehow, far more cravings, far more fogginess, far more everything. Ive got to day 9 and the clouds are parting and its getting better gain, keep going, because as you say, its so NOT WORTH IT