The trouble is - and you know all these things Sweetichick
- Drinking is not helping your health - you've been in hospital and God knows what else.
- Drinking is leading you to make bad decisions
- Drinking keeping you in hock to your ex and keeping him in your life.
- It is just as likely to be 13 days out of 14 drinking next fortnight as it it is 11.
Thats not a reflection on you. It's the condition.
We can't control our drinking.
That's why you and I and everyone else is here on SR.
D