Hello Jeager....you are so correct. I'd rather be in transitional labor, forever, than be in a constant state of worry and guilt, blame and shame. Some days are better than others. It just seems to lurk around me?
I am grateful of my younger daughters recovery, that saves my brain. I will continue to have hope that the older daughter "discovers" that a recovery plan and sobriety are so worth the pain of "being sick of being dope sick"
Thank you for caring about me and for my children, their disease of addiction and mental "instability", wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy
TF