Bron,
It takes a year of triggers to sort of..see it all. Then it is rinse repaet.
I don't feel like I come here cause I am craving. I come here because this activity is positive in nature. Journaling and reading about something I am interested in.
Highly recommend an AA meeting if SR is just not enough.
The f2f w suffering addicts, like yourself, is sobering.
Thanks.