Thanks for the support. I think/hope I'm ok health wise. Anxious with a racy pulse, but no shakes or sweats. I watched my Dad die of alcoholic liver disease and the DTs are no joke.
Just needed somebody to talk to. Can't tell my family, they would be disappointed I'm off the wagon. Feel like such a dumba$$ for doing this. I know the piper must be paid, and his price goes up every day you stay drunk and delay it. That's what's scary, as I've paid it hundreds of times in the past and was hoping to not do it again.
But alas... here I am. It will be a long night....