Originally Posted by
Soberandhealthy 
Why I'm so needy it looks like I need everyone attention everyone love all people on me and if I'm not get it them they hate me they talking about me. I must be ugly and old and fat. What's wrong with me why I invent these ideas about me and other people hating me. Don't get me wrong it bring pain to me. I'm crazy
SAH, you aren't crazy, this is what alcohol does to you. These exact thoughts. It's really hard to read your words because it reminds me of myself when I was drinking. I know you don't want to drink and at least you're here. What have you been doing to try to abstain? You were doing so well the last time you were here. What happened? Stay with us. You can do this but you have to want it.