Originally Posted by
kahlia01 
Why do I go on a path of destruction and how do I get over the feeling of the void
I've been where you are. I once was 11 months sober and I relapsed. It took learning that I had to make big changes in my life to fill the void of alcohol. Before, I just took alcohol out of the equation and white knuckled it all the way. Didn't work!
You were able to stay sober 95 days, you can go longer...think of where you went wrong and what you can change this time.