Originally Posted by
Jenna1229 
Thank you. I go back and forth from sad to pissed off to not caring what happens to him at all.
Maybe he's been using me this whole time...I mean beyond the drugs. I don't even know.
He wasn't moved in. We were talking about it and he had a few things at my place...but not like he changed his address or anything.
I'm going to change the locks on my door tonight. Believe me, I'm not sure what the hell I'm doing but I know I don't need this crap.
Don't beat yourself up about any of this. You didn't know what you were dealing with. Neither did I and I have a psychology degree. You don't understand until you're in the middle of it. It's absolute madness and it will drive you crazy if you try to engage with this man. There's nothing you can do but value yourself and be grateful that he fell apart this early and didn't get you sucked in further.