Originally Posted by
MIRecovery 
I say I don't drink but I know I'm fully capable of drinking again. For me alcoholism will be a life long struggle that I treat on a daily basis. As long as I work an active program of recovery I will not drink but alcohol is always telling me I'm fixed and can just go one with my life. While this my be true I'm not willing to take the risk. There are many things I do to maintain my sobriety and so far they have worked very well. Not only am I sober but my life is pretty darn good.
Wow!!!!! This may be the best post I've ever read on this forum! Speaks volumes for me. I don't come here as much anymore but in my early recovery period, I spent countless hours reading everything.
Im at a point where I am very comfortable with my sobriety and have no problem talking about it.
But my AV has been acting up lately, making me feel like I could probably handle one beer every so often. However, my actual brain knows this is impossible. My past is proof.
Again thanks for your post I'm going to safe it and read it often.