Zen.
I think your post resonated with a lot of us, myself included. I"m almost 90 days in, still trying to kick the feeling that I'm doing something wrong by isolating. Problem is, I have always been an introvert anyway. For some silly reason I thought sobriety would make me immediately "social", which of course it hasn't. Isn't it funny how we think sobriety will make us into this "person" who is/was completely opposite of our drunk persona? For me it's becoming this balance of feeling like I SHOULD "get out there, girl, and LIVE!", but that was never really "ME", to begin with.
I think you made awesome choices. Way to have a plan of attack. (and it didn't hurt your BF was a visual reminder, too, of why you are sober
